They say you can't find your passions. They might be right. However, I am fueled with hunger and desire. I have a chip on my shoulder.
I want to build something for the sake of creating massive wealth. I don't want the wealth as an end in and of itself. Last week, I made $18,000 trading quantum stocks. I bought the newest iPhone and gave some of the money to my mom and brother. I felt more free and powerful. While $18K is nothing for the world's most successful people, it was significant for me. Yet, I didn't have an urge to spend the money on fancy clothes or put a hefty down payment on a nice car. Instead, I want to use whatever money is left to grow it to $100,000 or more.
"The first $100,000 is a b****, but you gotta do it." - Charlie Munger
This money will hypothetically allow me to finish my last two years of college without having to work to support myself. I can fully dedicate that time to building cool projects and becoming more technical. While 85% of traders lose money during their first year of trading options, I aim to be part of the top 15% or crash trying. With some luck, stress, and proper capital management, I will get this done. Winter is here.
Girls
11/23/24
A girl with a stage name should have been a red flag. Her choice of friends should have been a red flag. Her profile pictures should have been a red flag.
However, I fell into the trap that I always fall into. A beautiful woman with a (seemingly) good pedigree is enough to reveal my weak side. My compassionate, empathetic, and non self-respecting side comes out in the presence of such women.
This girl did not seem different from the rest but I almost wanted to fall into her claws. Leading me on is one thing. Disrespecting me is another. I let myself be disrespected. That's closure enough. No matter how good or pure a bitch is, a bitch will be a bitch.
It's time for me to reeevaluate certain things. Maybe, this can actually be a good thing. It's time for me to back off though for sure. Only thing is, I need something to get my mind off of her. Transfer applications, work, and school are not capturing my full attention at this point.
I need something bigger. This PrepNest AI platform seems interesting, challenging, and actually has market value. I need to go all in on this for the next week and launch. That should do it.